August 2010
YES.
Off to the library/mall/and hanging out with that girl. I
Now she wants to get wings? Wow.
I love how
Every mistake and problem that I have encountered, I learn from. Which makes me not be able to trust easily and look at how horrible everyone really is.
But. I’ve tried all I can to dig deep and see the worst of you. And quite frankly, it’s the best i’ve seen. And it gets better. And better. Are you trying to make my head explode? I didn’t even know i was capable of...
Gone.
Time to disappear out of Houston and into another land.
Chyeah, bye.
Listen
You.
Please don’t leave to Mexico. Please.
If you leave I’m gonna lose two people. Missing persons 1 and 2.
You. And the way I am when I’m around you.
:o
Me: (texting)
Friends: Hey, close your mouth when you’re texting her.
Me: (=>.<=)
Wow.
I fell totally in lesbians with this girl that came to my house. :( what am I gonna do? I’m so fascinated by her. I couldn’t stop grinning when she was around. She’s just sooooo woooooooooooooooooooow.
I don’t know what to do, I just wanna follow her around :3
My life has changed.
Ugh I wish I wasn’t so weird and creepy around her.
Im just clumsy and shy when...
Its 3 am..
and my phone rings.
Her: Hey! Are you awake?
Me: Yeah..
Her: Haha can I sleep over I don’t wanna go home.
Me: Uhhh sure haha.
Her: Okay gonna head home and get clothes then ill head there.
-hangs up-
Calls later.
Her: Hey! can my friend stay too? you met her at the movie! :D
Me: ahhaha
Yay for not being alone tonight :)
And bitch,
I don’t miss you. There wasn’t much to miss. You have problems, and look, YOU’RE NOT ALL THAT. :) Trust me, now go back to people who will use you.
caaaaaaauseee yaaa knowwww i go forrr mine, i got to shine, sonnnnnnnnnnn.
How come I can't find time for
any old friends? Just because a close friend of mine has beef with another friend, it makes me confused whether to talk to them. Especially when one doesn’t want to hang out with the other when they are there. SIGH.
and bro, you don’t know, just wait it out, its not you.
LOL.
Oh for real? LOL, alright than. Yes, my parents are out of town, and yes. :D
Great day, great friends. We really sat outside and talked til the AM and bonded. :) Girls, girls, girls. The ones that haven’t been with everybody, i’m so proud of you. But the other ones? Stfu, and smoke some weed. No one needs to chase you, you’re just a girl. JUST. Guys aren’t douches, they...
What a
Joke.
Thank god,
My friend is safe and wasn’t in the house when the fire happened.
And babe, can’t wait to see you tonight.
Sometimes I feel like
it’s not supposed to be like this.
Go through the trouble? Why are you supposed to go through any trouble in a situation like this?
We don’t have all the time in the world.
I’m not scared, shit, I don’t even know.
And I wonder where you are,
Missing persons 1 & 2.
In myself or in you. Whats the difference between me and them? What the hell are we waiting for?
Why shouldn’t I give up?
Nowadays you give me more reasons to give up than to keep trying. Its not up to me, you’ll soon realize that its ALWAYS been up to YOU.
Won’t be the same.
Reach into everyones heart and soul,
One gram or another.
With a joint or bowl.
Turn a friend into a brother.
This goes to all my niggas who has sat through a sesh with me. Good luck with school.
Hey, little someone, I want you.
If you are reading this..
Then read it CLEARLY.
Fuck. You. You make yourself feel like shit, you deserve it. Don’t think you deserve better. To think that you were someone different. Hell, better. But you’re just a person. Haha, time to do bigger thangs....
Listen
Life doesn't even last forever,
So why do you expect love to?
